Monday, May 01, 2006
/5:54 pm
synergy was fun!!
cos hardcore were here haha!
in the midst od my council camp they came and i take it as a little break from all the tiring stuff and had a little fun in the red cross room..
on the whole, synergy was ok i guess..
but it did start out horribly.
in the morning i did PT and then went tracking.. then had to chiong back to wash up and prepare le.. i was happily looking forward until i saw marc with a look that says "bad mood keep out"
hes obviously very very pissed and its not his usual pissed look. its liek stressed+pissed+tired kinda look. so i asked him was wrong and he told me briefly that its complicated. then i was saddened and i thought he was worried cos our songs were still hanging in the air.. then we couldnt practice properly cos he very emo..
then we went to sing the two songs.. then after tt he got worse.. he said it wasnt good.. so i said hmm its ok wad.. then he looked sad and quietened down. then i got really worried. maybe we really screwed bah. then i talked to jap. jap told me wad happened lor. its basically that the live band went through some tough stuff and made marc v disappointed.. then marc couldn carry on so me and jap chiong to find teacher then had to take the finale song.. i had to sing marc part and i totally screwed it cos i obviously dont knw it well.. so i was very emo bout it and became paranoid according to hc. luckily jap was very calm and clear-minded. but i coud see he was very affected oso.. hes just trying to make me feel betta.. thanks jap.. for encouraging me.. and hc for making me feel so much betta after tt.. too bad i couldn go out with them afterwards.. i decided that im gonna stop cring about wad others think about wad i did and juz be confident cos i did my best le.. so ya..
council camp ended.. the alst of our events.. so significant lor.. the last moment doing the tribal cheer.. sigh. time flies.. i'll miss the times bah..
tata
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